I guess I knew that

One of the rss feeds I have posted examined the link between withheld anger and MS. I am glad that someone wrote down how I have always felt. I am always angry about something or other.

The difference between me and the average person is I hold stuff in. When I do get angry put on your combat helmet and take cover.

I think I know I do that so I think I'm much better about dealing with my emotions now. :-D I will post the link so you can read about what I'm talking about.

http://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/172156.php

just thinking

I was just watching movie, Taken. The daughter of a former goverment agent was kidnapped. He did everything he could to get her back. They messed with the wrong one that time.

I can't do what he did or even as much as I once could, but I do understand the sentiment. Love has made me do crazy things.

My MS seems to be getting worse. I can't do what I did just a year or two ago. I want to do more but it always seems like I take one step forward and two steps back.

This blog is going to change. I'm not sure how. It might become more useful and easier to update. I don't know what my next move is yet.

A new Appointment

I have anew dr's appointment with the same DR that implanted my DBS (deep brain stimulator) early next year. I'm not sure what we will talk about but I want to be optomistic. There may be some new surgery that will alow me to connect my brain directly to the internet or something.

That might be cool. I would have an advantage when I play Mobesters 2 Vandetta. If I sound crazy I can't help it I'm a petty criminal.

I will probably discuss how I am doing since the surgery. I am not sure how well I am doing. I have to try to take a step back and take an objective look.

A new post

I have been playing a lot of mobsters 2 on facebook ( I play as Jack Hammer Jay). It is a welcomed escape from my everyday problems. I don't even think I am that good, but don't tell anybody. I just like the GAME. I think shakespere said it best.

" The world is a stage and we are all merly players. "

I admit it. I used to use that line before. It was another time and place.