OMG!

Just when I have resigned myself to the idea I have MS and accepted having the disease I see somthing that makes me hope again. One of my RSS feeds discribes potentialy good news. Patients with eary onset Rapid Repeat MS have had it reversed with stem cells.

I don't know if I qualify for the procedure but it is a step in the right direction. I am just trying to stay positive.

I'm bringing sexy back.

Changes

I was reading my blog and it occured to me I need to stop with my diary. I say some wild stuff sometimes (I mean every word of it too)

My last post for example. I wrote about a song. I wrote how I convinced my self that it meant somthing it couldn't have meant. I think I always did know what it meant but I chose to think of it a diffreent way. That is what I was feeling at the time.

I havent really kept this strictly about MS. I think its a personal thing anyway. I need to include more about my MS. Maybe Tomarrow I'm tired right now...

Oh that's what he said

I got the Lyrics to a song wrong. When Glen Lewis said woman I thought he said a man. The part of the song that said Trust you'll find your way love should have given me a clue. It doesnt matter the song helped me through a rough patch. I was in prison. The song reminded me of my daughter.

If you are curios about why I was in prison it is in my blog. Read it.

DON'T YOU FORGET IT
By: Glenn Lewis

Far away from the life so young
That's when you used to know
Many dreams since then you've had have come and gone
The time might show
But stress, don't you let in, don't you forget it
Trust you'll find your way love
Hope is what your heart is made of
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world
You're world's apart from first where life would start
Understanding what it means to have gone
Nothing but your heavy broken heart
Memories of what used to be
With change comes responsibility
Don't forget where you are and where you've been
Life's lessons then made you into woman
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world
Don't you be afraid cuz a heartbeat away
It's all that and everything
That send men and women to you
Don't need to cry, you can dry your eyes
Cuz you can count on the love that through the years
Captured fears you'll face, can subside your tears
Everything will be ok, don't you be afraid
No no no no, la la la, la la la
Don't you be afraid, no baby
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world
And don't you forget it
Don't you forget your way home
For that little girl
Hold on to your world

No Hugs for James

I have to cancil my trip to the U.K. Julie the woman is not feeling well. That is what I hear anyway. I sent her an Email. I hope she feels better.

I'd give her a hug if I could.

Going to see Julie

I'm going to see Julie. I have been chatting with her for a long time but I wasn't talking to her for a a few months because I didn't have internet access. When I did get access again I started chatting with someone diffrent. That didn't go like I expected and I'm chatting with Julie again. I am supposed to visit but I am aprehensive about the trip. 4000 miles is a long way to go to meet someone you chat with.

Unighted Kingdom here I come.

I am headed for the Unighted Kingdom in a couple of weeks. A woman I met on a dating site Lives there. I will officialy be a world traveler.


I have wanted to travel for a long time. I finally have my passport but I thought I was going to be stuck in the U.S. with my MS. It is good to know I can still travel.

I was thinking about organizing a handicapped trip. maybe even to somewhere exotic.