cumputer problems.

I have not updated as much as i would like. I might post a video today and show off my new camera. II am in the process of moving so I have not been able to make my updates.

My MS is under control. I feel fine but I have to let my docter judge how well she thinks I am doing. I could think I'm ok but I'm not. I might be the last to know. I feel almost exactly the same as I have always felt until I stand up and try to walk.

Video of me walking might be a good thing to post.

I need to network

I have been keeping this blog for awhile now. I have been trying to in increase the amount of traffic that stops through here and it has com e to my attention that Ineed to add links. I have added links to interesting sites but maybe I need more. Maybe I need to resort to porn.

I was thinking about leaving a link just as a joke but I have standards. Who am I kidding I'm shameless! Just incase anyone cares I have gmail accounts to give out.



I am going to do something wth my myspace account too. My blog lists need to be editted and I want to add my own video. I might keep all that stuff on my cre8buzz profile.

My ms is okay but I am still a little tired. I was thinking about it and I would say I'm doing much better on Tysabri.

I'm tired and I think I'm starting to ramble on about nothing. so....c ya

depressed I think

I have been feeling depressed. My MS has been getting the better of me. At least I know what to expect. I am blaming all my problems on MS. I probably am not to far from the truth. I need DRUGS! the illegal kind. Marijuana.

Sorry I slip into that way of thinking sometimes. It's like a reflex or something. I don't really need any more problems. That can definitely cause problems. I was in a physiologist's office trying to deal with my daughters behavior problems. She suggested medication. My depression may be affecting the kids. They are already affected by their mom. They need someone to be there for them.

I have decided that I am going to write a book. A fictional story about a man that works in a music store who channels the spirit of another musician who died years before. He can not play an instrument unless he is possessed and he knows things he should not know.

I'm just thinking.

I bought a new camara

I now have a video camera so I should be posting video soon. It is a cheap camara I got from walmart, but its better than than no camera at all. Ideas are forming in my head as we speak. I even have the kids thinking. Jasmine's birthday is September 10. Hopefully we will have some fun.

I still have more things I want to get. I need a memory card for the camera and a new keboard. I want a lot more but that is the first thing that comes to mind. I have plans to put my own music and video on my blogs. My plan is to use my cre8buz blog for social networking and to keep my MS diary here with some rss feeds that other MSers might find helpful.

I haven't updated my blog for more than a week. I have been having computer problems. I always seem to have them. I think it's because I share a internet conection. That is my best guess.

cre8buzz

I have been trying to join the cre8buzz comunity. I have been looking at everyone elses blogs and it just makes me see even more how much work I need to do to make this site better

I need to edit my blog lists and add more pictures and video. I'm working on it.

I got a message

I recently got a message from someone MS'er at createbuzz.com. I now have verifiable evidence that my blog has been seen. Now all I need are a few million more and I will be able to take over theWORLD

i went to a MS men's group Saturday. I learned a lot and I got free stuff( free is always good ). They talked about depression and MS and about sports.

The sports was interesting to me because I do have the i nave dive to compete, at least I did before I got MS. I still feel bad because I didn't volunteer when one of the speakers asked for volunteers. Now I get to ask myself why didn't you volunteer?.....CHICKEN.

One of the speakers talked about adaptive equipment. I immediately had a daydream when he started talking about fishing. I haven't been fishing for years.

The other speaker who was there talked about the link between MS and depression. Iknew there was a link but I didn't realize how big it was. I learned that taking an anti depesant can actually help fight off an exasperation. I'm not a DR so I will have to read more before I say much more than that.. I know it does help with the physical symptoms of ms.

I think I will bring up my court appointment yesterday. It was an open and shut case. My ex, who brought this issue up, wasn't even in court. It was thrown out of court.

She has problems. She makes them for herself, so she is depressed.
That's why she gets high and I have the kids.