DR's Appointment Today

I will be in my Neurologist's office today. I have a few things I need to discuss with her. I will have to bring up how my feet got really swollen and my worsening balance. A prescription I need for a scooter. I will try to remember to say something about feprodine a new drug that seems to aide walking for people with MS. (I have no idea how to spell feprodine.)

I don't really want to talk about my feet but I guess I have too. I have to bring up how I drank a fith of gin during the two or three days when my feet were swollen.

I bought into gin and juice when Snoop Doggy Dog fist got popular. (I like mine with cranberry juice... my favorite!) My balance probably has a lot to do with that. By the way if that sounds bad you should have seen me in '93. I don't drink now but I guess I still have my moments.

I should be getting a scooter. That will be a big help. I didn't do well when I was in the mall. I was in my wheel chair but it was hot and the heat got to me. MS and the summer time don't go together.

I'm going to mention feprodine. I can't spell it but I do have an article from a paper. I need all the help I can get. I need to let go of the past too.

Why am I always Tired?

I am always tired because I have MS.

"duh."

I know why but it doesn't help me deal with the hot and humid weather I have had to deal with lately. I have wanted to get some improvement to my blog but I can't find the energy. I have to type one handed as it is.

I want to get a camraphone with gps so I can keep a better record of where I've been and what I have been doing. witch brings up another hurdle... Money.I am so broke I can't pay attention. I know that's an old joke even for me but I can't afford a joke book.

I am planing on making this a more interesting space. I might make it a community blog and let other people add to it. I think it would be better as a site on a web ring.

I was late again but my daughter Jasmine was using the computer (That's my story and I'm sticking to it).

I should mention that I gave Jasmine $80 dollars yesterday. She got it for getting good grades. I think it was 3 A's 2 B 's and a c. I was disappointed about the C because she only got that because of assignment that weren't turned in. I can't get mad because those are better grades than I got In the 8th grade. I will say this. Jasmine is smart like her Daddy. ;-P

Lilly still has issues. The games her mother plays are not helping her. I'll go into more detail latter. I'm tired now.

Watching You Tube

I have been watching videos by lauenvparrot on you tube. It's interesting to me. She has MS like I do and she is posting videos like I want to. I guess you could say I'm jealous.

I have been keeping this blog for awhile now. I think adding video is my next step. I have added video before but it was not what I really wanted to do. My camera is broken so I will have to buy a new one.

Lauren said somthing about stress and it is all true. I need to deal with things as well as I can and then let them go. I haven't always done that and it ends up hurting me in the end.

New blog list

I have just added a new blog list. If you are interested in MS info some of these blogs might be a good place to look. I'm not really a MS expert I just live with it everyday. I try to provide useful links but I know my diary is not strictly about MS.

"Sue me."

This site is really a personal one, but I am inviting you to share in my experiences. If you have any MS blogs you like leave me a message telling me where they are. I will post a link. I really want all interesting blogs but I'm just posting the MS blogs here.

Time to call the doctor.

I have been feeling tired and sluggish for awhile now. It has been hard for me to realize what was happening because I am always tired. Fatigue is a part of my MS. I have a new problem to go with the slight increase in my tiredness. My feet are swollen.

I don't know what causes that but hopefully I can find out. My daughter Jasmine pointed it out to me.

"Daddy your feet feet are swollen...ewww!"

I heard something funny about feet. He said " When you talk to younguns tell them to take pictures of their feet because they will nevr look like that again." (The father from the Wayans Bros.)

It was something like that. I haven't given up hope just yet. The dogs are still not past the point of no return. I'm calling my doctor today. It might be something serious.

Jasmine and Lilly are with thier mom. She has them for a week. I'm angry about that because she is supposed to have a urine test done and she hasn't. She said sunday that she would have it monday so I was a nice guy and said ok. On monday she said she would have it Tuesday. If she doesn't have it today I am going up to her house and getting the kids.

Cindy doesn't really have any parental rights now. She only visits with them because we let her.

I'll go before I start cursing.

" #@@$#@$ @#!@( "

Too late. I don't need this.

I added search

Ihave just added search to my blog. Feel free to make as many searches as you would like. "cha-ching"

I had to do somthing to make this blog better. Hopefully a monitary incentive will give me the desire to make this a half-way decent space.

I think I'll add my own video next. The kids are out of school for the summer
vacation. It means i have coscripts... I mean actors for my movvies.

I am exhousted

I'm not really tired now but I was yesterday. I could not move my legs. I had to lay on the floor for a few minutes before I got up and pulled myself into bed.

I have been like that before but it still worries me. I know exactly what causes it. I can't take the heat. The summer time is the worst time...NOW.

I blame the weather for my receent mistakes. (It's a good thing when you have something to blame.) I forgot about a scheduled meeting for the kids. I told thier mother she could pick them up today. My fault. I will have to make up for that.

I have to get my @$^! together and make the improvements to my blog. What did I say about blame?

That right! I'll make improvements latter. I'm otta here.