kid venture

I need to make a call and get my kids signed up for kid venture. It's an activity for kids with a parent with MS. They din't want to go until their cousin went to somthing similar and rode on the " zip line." Now they want to go too. I hope it isn't to late to register.

I am looking into adding search to the site. I'm trying to increase this blogs visability. it is just a diary now but I'm trying to make it more. I know I say that a lot but it is the truth. I'm adding my own videos when I can.

Is it that obvious?

I was adding a picture to my blog and I showed it to my mom. The first thing she said was " why do you want a restroom picture on your blog? "

I didn't realize it was so easy to tell where I got the picture. I'm going to leave it for now. I will change it as soon as possible. Many of the people with MS are familiar with the sign anyway.

Another change I want to make is to add an animation to the blog. I might try now if I have the time. I still have to get ready for the birthday/memorial day cookout we are having. If you were wondering my birthday is Wednesday.

I will be 34. (gee golly... thanks. Your interest in my birthday is appreciated.)

I will be adding to this site soon. I was thinking some animation and maybe some poll questions. I am going to increase (create) readership here.

Life changes

I am going to make big changes. I have decided that I no longer smoke marijuana. I am going to try and get meaningful employment. I am going to try and regain some of my lost movement. I am going to try and take more of an active role in MY kids upbringing. I just don't like my current situation.

The weed thing isn't going to be fun. Marijuana is illegal so that's one reason to quit. I have heard it can help with MS, but I have also heard it can hurt. I don't have to worry about it now one way or the other.

I need more money. Work would be a blessing. It would also give me something to do. Staying home all the time is boring.

I was an athlete at one time. Working out " ain't nothin but a thing." I'm going for the natural high that working out can give you.

The last thing I was going to write about were my kids. For now I consider both of them mine. There is no doubt about Jasmine. Do I really need to say more?

I'm on time!

I am updating my blog on the day I said I would for once (Mondays and Thursdays). I blame MS for my laziness. I am only joking but the depressing thing is it's probably true.

I want to make improvements to this blog. I want a graphical header and posting my own videos would be nice. My pictures are all old. My links need to be edited. I should take a poll.... Why does mylife suck? (just kidding)The poll idea would be a good one if anyone actualy read my blog. It is just for me really.


I need to get a new camera. the old one broke. I think I might be able to find a nice one at a pawn shop. I'll buy it as soon as I find a million dollar lotto ticket on the sidewalk.


I'm stressing my self out about my daughters cheerleading tryouts. I want to support her but I can't afford it. I need to come up with $90... and a ride to the DR's office.

I think I'm over my ex today. yesterday I wasn't sure. When I think about it I am when I don't I'm not. It must be a hormonal thing. I'll write more... latter.

I loose...again

I have just been playing chess. I was pretty good but I can't seem to win. I fall for tricks I shouldn't. it makes me mad. I am having a bad day.

I did have some good news. I have been given a list of resourses that might help with my dis ability.

Chow.

I do what I can

I try to do what I can but it's not always enough. I haven't kept this blog up to date like I have wanted to. I still need to add a graphical header and edit my links list. I don't really go to a lot of those sites anymore.

cardomain.com for example. I wanted to fix up my car and post pictures of it there. I had a 96 Nissan 240sx. It wasn't just going to look fast. The car that came stock straight from the dealer couldn't have touched me.

I don't have a car or a license now. It is just as well. I like to go fast. I have matured a lot since my high school days but I might have been tempted.

O.k. time for me to say something crazy!

I still care about my ex.

There has been too much stuff that has happened between us and she has a boyfreind.(who I can't stand), but I did feel for her when she came by yesterday. She was picking up her daughter Lilly for a visit. My mother found some of Lilly's underpants hidden in the bushes in front of my house. She almost didn't get to visit with her Mom. Cindy was trying not to but she almost started to cry. It was paifull to see.

Lilly needs to understand. Soiling her clothes is one thing. Lying about it is another. Lying is unacceptible at my mothers house. Lilly did get to go with her mom but she is still in trouble when she gets back.

I'm tired now so I have to go. see you next time.

More Information

I need more information. There is a group that lends money to people with MS so they can buy scooters and make their houses handicapped accessible. I'm going to look into it. I'll keep this web site posted with my progress.

I don't read much theese days but I am going to go see if I can catch up on some of the magazine article I have wanted to read. I don't have good eye sight so I don't read like I used to. My mother suggested that I get some books on tape. I guess I'll try it.

I haven't been keeping up with my journal. I need to do a beter job of updating it. Mondays and thursdays are the days.

I need drugs!

I'm not talking about illegal drugs, I'm talking about medication. If you are expecting me to advocate medical marijuana I'm not going to do it.

I do use the weed from time to time. I got some information that it can cause problems. I also hear it can help. I'll just smoke a lot less than I used to. I never really smoked because of MS.

My MS symptoms have been bad for a week. I'm tired right now. I'll solder on. I have fans who need me. ;-P

I'm going to add a graphical header to this blog. I already changed the colors. I am not sure I like it. maybe it will grow on me. I am also looking at adding my calender to my blog.

There are some interesting articles in MOMENTUM magazine. I think I'm going to read them now.

BYE