OUCH!

I have Finlay started to use my updown.com account. I have lost about $300 so far. I have made some impulse stock picks. In the future I need to do a better job of researching the companies before I buy. I believe in the companies so I'm going to ride the down turn out. I'm not making anymore moves until after I do some research. I think I will be more of a long term invest er. I'm not making any more sudden moves unless I can see a clear trend. It's a good thing it's only for pretend.

The only thing happening lately involves my daughters. They spent a week at their mother's house. When it was time for them to come home their mother just didn't bring them back. She thinks she can do whatever she wants with them. That is not what the judge said. One day when she does get it she will be in for a rude awaking.She is lucky I let her see them at all.

My MS seems a little worse. My tremors ,balance and my energy level. I am typing one handed again. I have decided that I will stop worrying about what I can't control. I will ,for example trust in the court system handle any problems I have with the children's mother.

Depresion sucks

I must be depressed right now. I know I shouldn't let things get me down. I am trying not to let what other people do affect me. I just have to depend on myself. I was the life of a party but it can be hard partying by yourself. It's not as bad as it seems.

I saw HORTON HEARS A WHO saterday . I give it 4 out of 5 stars. I liked it but I was a Dr. Suess fan when I was a kid. I'm the cat in a hat.

I don't have much to say today. I might just post a video or somthing. Hopfully I will think of somthing by Thursday.



It took me a long time to learn this song. I couldn't play it now if I tried.

I'm a sucker

I hope this was not a mistake. I bought a new web site so I can sell some of my intellectual capital.( That's all I got )If I can get everything together I'm starting my own record Label.

I really haven't gotten past the idea stage. I still need to work on my business plan. I have a lot of work to do before I can start accepting music from people trying to get herd. I can hopefully create a small independent label that will become a vehicle for artists trying to reach the majors.

I might be able to get my own music herd.

My daughter has dreams of being a rock star and a clothing designer. I have my doubts. It will take dedication and hard work. Even then there is a lot of work involved. I will help her WORK to achieve her goals. I have dreams too

When every thing is set up I will post a link here.

Depresion

I guess Im an excellent example of the link of MS and depression. I make plans and then don't follow through with them because things don't happen the way I want. I'm a dreamer and not a doer.The conference I went to on Saturday is a good example.

I learned a lot and I did buy a book from one of the guest speakers. I did not talk with any of the females that were in attendance. When I did speak it was not about dating. It just wasn't the time or the place.

The book I got was HEALTHCARE for LESS by Michelle Katz. I haven't started reading it yet,but I think it has a lot of good information. It goes into greater detail about what she she spoke about at the conference.

I forgot the other speakers name, but he was speaking about investing. I was very interested. I need to figure out how I can aply the information to my situation. I should have taken notes. At least I could have brought my voice recorder. I have a few investment sites in my links list. I haven't used them yet. (see paragraph one) I have plans.

When I do invest I will probably take a lot of risk. You want to buy low and sell high right? It's pretty low now. I need to get started. I have a lot to learn. I want to offset the amount of risk by learning as much as I can about a company befoe I Invest.

How much?

I have just been thinking. I wonder how much it would cost to hire a secratary to type my diary. I don't keep it updated as much as I should. I think the accepted norm is two updates a week. I am only trying for once a week and I haven't really been succeding. There is nothing to write about. My life is boring.

I am going to a MS meeting for young adults with MS. I should be able to learn better coping skills and about the current state of MS research, but all I can think about is I hope I meet someone who wants to date.

I know its bad. I haven't had a date in...thats pivate! You know its bad when I can't mention it here.

I think I'm going to try two updates this week. I will also be adding a link to my profile on a dating site.

I need a date!

I can't stay away...

As long as I have an Internet connection I'm going to use it. I'm' still angry about the problems I've been having with this computer.

I have not really talked much about my MS in awhile. I guess I have been avoiding it. It is not something I like to think about. I need to write more about my experiences. This is my multiple sclerosis web page after all.

I my symptoms have stayed about the same. They might have even gotten a little worse. The improvement I received from my deep brain stimulator has not been as much as I was hoping for. I don't know if it was worth the the stress of surgery. I have gotten some improvement but I am starting to wonder if the improvement was worth it. I still want a cure so I doubt I'll be Happy with anything less.

I have been a little depressing so here is something funny.

It's a wedding!