I wil not get angry...I will not get angry...

Are you guys ready. My complaints are many today. I don't want to but I feel like I have to...complain. I think I was born to do it. Life just ain't far! I'll keep it to a minimum.

I had a Friend help clean the down stairs of my mothers house. It is a lot better than it was. He still is not finished. He will be here soon ( that means I have to go soon, ya lucky duck). He is starting up a cleaning/ janitorial company. Shawn, my friend has experience doing that type of work. His father has his own business. He and I both worked there when we were in our teens.

I am thinking about starting my own company too. I want to make homes handicapped accessible. I might try to do business or commercial work too. I know there must be a market out there for it. I'm disabled myself.

I am not sure I could get the money together to start something like that up. I might even want to get into real estate.

I don't know. I need to write a business plan. I use to be a carpenter so I can see it might be possible. I know I will not be the one swinging any hammers though.

So close yet so far away...

I think I have a general idea about what I want to do with my blog but I just can't seem to get it to work. I am looking into AdSense, photo slide shows, and maybe a few feeds from some of the Internet sites I like like Google or MSN. I am also worried about leaving my computer open to hackers or someone with evil intentions.

So far so good. I'm trying to be careful.

I may need to break down and hire someone to increase my blog size and capability. I am just doing the blog thing for fun but if it has my name attached to it it should be something worth having.

Hopefully I will be able to preserve some of my artistic type control over this project. It goes without saying that it's gotta be cheap.

Still learning...

I have some drastic changes I want to make to my blog but I want to make sure I do it right. I'm looking at adding video but I'm not sure how. I don't know which way to go. U tube or video Google. They are both Google now, right? I am going to have to start asking questions. I don't have a video camera yet anyway.

I'm still trying to add a slide show of some of my favorite pictures to my blog. I was also looking into editing my blog with an ad on to word. I found out somewhere that the add on doesn't work with Blogger Beta. Just like usual I am a day late and a dollar short on that one.

I had some ideas that I thought could improve my humble blog. I have already mentioned the video and the slide show. A list of my favorite movies or activities might be nice. I also think I want to add to my daughters blog. I'm just thinking... Since I got MS I have a lot of time to ponder the big questions.

Her shoes are tied!

I deserve a medal or an award or something. After a month and a half of trying Lilyiana my step daughter has tied her shoes. I changed the steps a little and something clicked. She got it.

Now we need to work on the toilet problems and her listening problem and we should be looking pretty good.

I guess making sure the girls get raised properly gives me purpose. I get angry when I see them not living up to their potential. I don't want to be a slave driver, but they must understand that there are standards. Hopefully we will achieve a healthy balance. I plan to try and be there so we do.

MS has changed my life but the game isn't over.