Bored!

This is my life now, I guess. I have become a smoker again. There isn't much else to do. I am worrying to much about how my life has changed and not enough about what I can still do. The whole situation with the Ladies is terrible. Not terrible. Nonexistent. I have a lot of other stuff that is probably more important and that I should be worried about., but that is one of my major problems. There is a girl I have wanted to talk to. I don't have the courage. I have been interested in her for awhile. I was even flirting with her one day. I think it was flirting. I am so messed up I don't even know. She said something to me that kind of shocked me. I didn't even really respond to it. I had a lot of what some would call success with the ladies in the past before MS. That had more to do with the car I drove,the clothes I wore and the money I had. If you have all that you don't really have to try to hard. Now that I think about it this could explain the why I ended up with the type of girls I always seemed to end up with. Now that this is all gone all I have are my personality and my good looks (which are pretty good if I do say so myself.....lol) I have decided to say what is really on my mind and let the chips fall where they may. There really are a lot of fish in the sea. I can't get anywhere waiting for something to magically happen.



CRAZILYNSANE

I'm back!

I guess you guys didn't know what to do with out me. I am living at the center, and I just haven't made the time for my blog. I'm on the computer all day every day mon through fri but I am doing school work. My personal computer is online at last. I can use my personal time to update my blog. I will post some pictures. I need to add some links or do something to increase the visitors here. That is one reason I haven't really been worried about updating my blog. No one reads it but me. That is good and bad. Good because I have included some of the personal details of my life. Bad because I would like this to be something more meaningful than just a personal diary. If you have any Ideas let me know. I have some Ideas:

• A part of a larger web ring dealing with disabilities. (contact info plus news)
• a photo blog
• advertising on the blog (this is just to give me incentive to up date more often

Well I'm going to get off the computer now, but remember I am open to suggestions as to how to make this site better. Bye,

Jay