I fixed it! A video by Jasmine

I Haven 't posted in a long time but i wanted to post a video by my daughter Jasmine. I need to fix it but you can at least get an idea of how she plays.

Clint Eastwood

I just heard Clint Eastwood is making a movie in my home town.

Nobody does tough like Eastwood. If you want to argue... "Make my day."

I'm about to go to Physical Therapy but I wanted to say somthing.

Dragon has arrived

My speech recognition software has arrived. I still havent installed it because I don't think I have the hard drive space. My computer is 10 years old and the hard drive Is full. I either need to buy a new hard drive or get a new computer.

I'm thinking i'll upgrade or add another hard drive. . I think you can get 1TB cheap, a new mother board would be nice, and a new case with more usb jacks. Sounds nice but all the add ons add up. I'm a poor so money is an issue.

I think I can get help at the National MS society with my computer so it looks like thats what I'm doing... Until next time. Bye.

Happy Holloween!

Money

I hate not having money. I am limited in what I can do. My kids want stuff and I can't get it for them. I'll figure something out. I like to do for myself.

I have to say it. I am against most of president Obama's policies. You can't expect government to do everything. It never works. I do think their should be a safety net for people who need it but how big can the net be before everyone is included. I was about to start rambling. lucky for you I have to go.

Les Paul

I keep looking at guitars. My daughter I don't know if I will be able to help myself. Kids want stuff and Daddy's like buying them stuff.

My decision would be much easier if she wasn't any good. Wouldn't you know it She is really good. Her teacher is trying to get her to play open mic night at a local restaurant. I want her to play too. It's time for her to get started on my retirement plan. ;-P

Mindfulness

I recently saw an article about the benifits of mindfulness and meditation to patients with Multiple Sclerosis. I have herd about this before from a podcast I used to follow, The Berkley Groks.

I forgot the exact difinition of mindfulness but I think it has something to do with listening to what your body is teelling you. When your body tells you you are tired it is a good idea to listen. It sounds easy but sometimes we dont listen and try to do more than we really should, or we forget past lessons and get ourselves into bad situations.

Yesterday evening for example. I was waiting for my ride with my daughtet and she wanted to go outside and wait. I knew it was to hot for me to wait outside but I did it anyway. It tired me out. Me and the heat do not mix. Past experiance told me that would happen. I should have listened.

That's just one example. There are others. Mindfulness can help me with other apects of my life that I always seem to have problems with. Women.

I don't always listen. I'm hardheaded sometimes. At least I know where my daughter gets it.

The Funk Zone

I haven't updated my weak little web page in awhile. I am doing it now because the music I'm listening to now has inspired me. Inspired to what I don't even know.

My home life is hectic as usual. Lilly told me to mind my own business. She makes me angry sometimes. Doesn't she know? She is my business. I challenge anyone to prove to me she isn't.

Jasmine seems to be okay. She is making plans for college. She wants to major in French or History.It sounds OK to me but I doubt it pays that well.

That will have to do. I am in the Funk Zone and my mind is wandering to much to make a good post right now. Jasmine and I need to record something. Ya never know besides, it'll be fun.

Voice recognition software

I had a talk with my physical therapist. She recommended voice recognition software for my computer.

It sounds good but I'm not going to get it until I'm sure it will help. I already have a Deep Brain Stimulator. There is a big difference between brain surgery and software. I might have been too quick to get the surgery. I don't Know. Everyone else notices a difference. I might be better at coping and made adjustments to the way I do things. I was classified as rapid repeat MS. Now I am diagnosed with secondary progressive MS. I'm not sure the surgery was good for me.

I watched a video someone posted today. She was demonstrating the MS gait when she walked. I remember those days. I use a wheelchair now.

I don't want to make it seam like it was inevitable. MS is different in everybody.

The Software might help with my blog. I can type a little. The problem might be with motivation.

New tool on blogger

There is a new web tool to design blogs with on blogger. I say it's new but I don't know. I haven't been using my computer. I have been veg'in in front of the TV.

I looked up a few people on facebook. I was going to come clean to a few girls in High School I had crushes on. I was trying the extreme honesty philosophy. Then I thought better of it. That's a lot of girls!

I really just wanted to let people know I ain't dead yet. I will post more latter.

Long Time no see

I haven't used my computer in two months. I have been on the couch watching TV. I am still as opinionated as ever but I haven't felt like writing. I am on an anti-depressent. I don't feel much different, but I think I am naturaly a pessimist.

My daughter is going to Greece next month. She should have a good time ( She better it cost enough! ).

I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still here.