tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-94164092012-01-01T23:26:21.625-08:00Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.comBlogger2001100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-56316356977919314502012-01-01T15:31:00.000-08:002012-01-01T23:26:21.723-08:00

I Haven 't posted in a long time but i wanted to post a video by my daughter Jasmine. I need to fix it but you can at least get an idea of how she plays.

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I just heard Clint Eastwood is making a movie in my home town.Nobody does tough like Eastwood. If you want to argue... "Make my day."I'm about to go to Physical Therapy but I wanted to say somthing.

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My speech recognition software has arrived. I still havent installed it because I don't think I have the hard drive space. My computer is 10 years old and the hard drive Is full. I either need to buy a new hard drive or get a new computer.I'm thinking i'll upgrade or add another hard drive. . I think you can get 1TB cheap, a new mother board would be nice, and a new case with more usb jacks.

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I hate not having money. I am limited in what I can do. My kids want stuff and I can't get it for them. I'll figure something out. I like to do for myself. I have to say it. I am against most of president Obama's policies. You can't expect government to do everything. It never works. I do think their should be a safety net for people who need it but how big can the net be before everyone is

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I keep looking at guitars. My daughter I don't know if I will be able to help myself. Kids want stuff and Daddy's like buying them stuff. My decision would be much easier if she wasn't any good. Wouldn't you know it She is really good. Her teacher is trying to get her to play open mic night at a local restaurant. I want her to play too. It's time for her to get started on my retirement plan. ;-P

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I recently saw an article about the benifits of mindfulness and meditation to patients with Multiple Sclerosis. I have herd about this before from a podcast I used to follow, The Berkley Groks.I forgot the exact difinition of mindfulness but I think it has something to do with listening to what your body is teelling you. When your body tells you you are tired it is a good idea to listen. It

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I haven't updated my weak little web page in awhile. I am doing it now because the music I'm listening to now has inspired me. Inspired to what I don't even know.My home life is hectic as usual. Lilly told me to mind my own business. She makes me angry sometimes. Doesn't she know? She is my business. I challenge anyone to prove to me she isn't.Jasmine seems to be okay. She is making plans for

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I had a talk with my physical therapist. She recommended voice recognition software for my computer. It sounds good but I'm not going to get it until I'm sure it will help. I already have a Deep Brain Stimulator. There is a big difference between brain surgery and software. I might have been too quick to get the surgery. I don't Know. Everyone else notices a difference. I might be better at

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There is a new web tool to design blogs with on blogger. I say it's new but I don't know. I haven't been using my computer. I have been veg'in in front of the TV.I looked up a few people on facebook. I was going to come clean to a few girls in High School I had crushes on. I was trying the extreme honesty philosophy. Then I thought better of it. That's a lot of girls!I really just wanted to let

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I haven't used my computer in two months. I have been on the couch watching TV. I am still as opinionated as ever but I haven't felt like writing. I am on an anti-depressent. I don't feel much different, but I think I am naturaly a pessimist.My daughter is going to Greece next month. She should have a good time ( She better it cost enough! ).I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still here.

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I can't stand it! Every time I try to forget I have MS and get on with life I get another reminder that I have it. There is no escape.I was reading about the possable coorse of MS being paralisis. I din't even finish reading the article. The P word, I don't even like the sound of it.I'm not paralized yet but I might as well be. it is getting harder and harder to stand. My balance is terrible and

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One of the rss feeds I have posted examined the link between withheld anger and MS. I am glad that someone wrote down how I have always felt. I am always angry about something or other.The difference between me and the average person is I hold stuff in. When I do get angry put on your combat helmet and take cover. I think I know I do that so I think I'm much better about dealing with my

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I was just watching movie, Taken. The daughter of a former goverment agent was kidnapped. He did everything he could to get her back. They messed with the wrong one that time.I can't do what he did or even as much as I once could, but I do understand the sentiment. Love has made me do crazy things.My MS seems to be getting worse. I can't do what I did just a year or two ago. I want to do more

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I have anew dr's appointment with the same DR that implanted my DBS (deep brain stimulator) early next year. I'm not sure what we will talk about but I want to be optomistic. There may be some new surgery that will alow me to connect my brain directly to the internet or something.That might be cool. I would have an advantage when I play Mobesters 2 Vandetta. If I sound crazy I can't help it I'm

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I have been playing a lot of mobsters 2 on facebook ( I play as Jack Hammer Jay). It is a welcomed escape from my everyday problems. I don't even think I am that good, but don't tell anybody. I just like the GAME. I think shakespere said it best. " The world is a stage and we are all merly players. "I admit it. I used to use that line before. It was another time and place.

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I confirmed it was my ex girlfriend that I apologized to on Facebook. It really shouldn't be that big a deal but I obsess about everything. I blame MS.I am worried now because I have a female Dr. I think I should probably switch to a male doctor but I am homophobic. I have to work on that.I have a new Internet connection but it is slow and when I am online I use Facebook. I will update my blog

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I love football. Washington had a good football team when I was coming up. The Hogs ment business. You had better be prepared for a fight if you were going to play at RFK.Now it seams like if A team needs a win they play us."we suck!"I shouldn't have said that. The Redskins are my team. I will stick with them through thick and thin. Good and bad. I guess I'm just mad.The Redskins have some

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It took me long enough but I am connected once again. I want to say somethings because I haven't made any updates to my blog for a long time. I wanted to write something but it will have to wait. I'm tired from trying to get this thing, my computer, to work I need to rest I'm going to my daughters high school football game.Go Govs!

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I think I might see an exgirlfreind Friday. I have run into her a few times. I know she mght go to the retreat I will be going to. There MUST be somthing wrong with me. I still have feeling even after the messy break up and almost 20 years. My kid will be 15 in two days. I don't understand.I am usimg the computer at the library. My internet is down at my house. It's killing me. I just wanted to

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I'm at my grand fathers house in St Luis Mo. I won't be home in virginia for two weeks. I wanted to post somthng more but its too hot!I'm going to hide from the heat under the AC vent. It's a good thing I was born in the 20 century.

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I just can't win. The deck is stacked. I started to try to date but I just don't thiink anybody in my situation should be worried about that. I can't talk about that.I'm a gemini if you were wondering. When I'm good I'm really good. When I'm bad I'm really bad. I don't believe in astrology... but it does seam to fit in my case.I was listening to the Blues. Albert King. I think that about says it

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I pulled a muscle in my back so I haven't felt like posting in a while. I try to refrain from foul language here using my online persona but I got to to say it."It hurt like sh*t!"I do realize that it wouldn't be hard to figue out who I am. I just like using my chess handle.In other news a new video by this guy in Texas was talking about the benefits of medical marijuana. I have to say he made

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I was just thinking about my exes... again. I have way too much free time.I thoaght about my first girl friend. We talked on the phone a lot and kissed 5 or six times a day. Then there was the older woman. She was 21 and I was 15. She was beautiful. Right after her was the girl I call my fist love. after that I was off to the races. At least I'm honest about it.I really should be using this space

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How weak am I?I'm Shirley Temple weak. I had Physical Therapy today and I can't even do the stretches. I hope I get better with time. The therapist will be back on friday. I just wanted to post something. My internet has been out.I am going to post my music but circumstances bryond my control are delaying my plans. I hope I'll be ready in a month.

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I have all of my dreams when I am awake. I guess I am a dreamer. It's a good thing I do. I don't really sleep all that well.My daughter Jasmine showed me some of the songs she wrote so I showed her an old cassette tape of myself. I think she is inspired now. I am too.I am going to get my home studio together again. I can't really play like I used too so I will have to change my process a little.

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I have sent an apology to my ex-girlfriend today. She was my first love and when it ended I acted like a complete fool. It was the beginning of a pattern I was to repeat latter in life.I did try to apologize a long time ago while we were still in school, but I couldn't be around her or speak to her or I would do something to make my apology meaningless. The best I could do was stay away.

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I called it wrong. The boxing match between Ricky Hatton and Manny Paquieo( I can't spell... cut me some slack ) didn't make it past the 2nd round. You could see it coming. Ricky wants to dish out all of the punishment. Unfortunatly for him there are two people in a boxing match. You have to duck sometimes.Game seven of the NBA finals is on so I have to go. I want the Lakers to win. If they

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My daughter Jasmine is a varsity cheerleader for the Nelson County Govenors. She found out today. She is acting nonchalant about it but I can tell she is really happy.I posted video but it didn't come out too good. It doesn't matter. It lets the kids use thier imaginations. If you have to dream then dream big. That is my motto. Now all we need to do now is work on following through.I know I

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-30829455495942677482009-05-12T04:10:00.000-07:002009-05-12T15:04:41.488-07:00

I have been trying to edit the Video that the kids and I took. It hasn't been going well. Windows Movie Maker is not compatible with the format of the Movies I shot. I think it was but I stored them in the quick time format. I had to. I should be able to post something but it will not be edited. What do I look like, the evil hacker computer genius? I had a DR's appointment yesterday. My DR wants

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-75195323989396249202009-05-09T04:49:00.000-07:002009-05-09T05:16:00.403-07:00

I have new video of The kids and I raising and releasing butterflies. I am going to post it but I still need to edit the video. It will have to wait. Lilly is in the computer room playing her music (if you can call it that). I'll have video soon.I have a Dr's appointment Monday. I'll be seeing my new neurologist. I have to be sure to bring up the pain I have in my foot.I have been hanging out

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I am trying to start a gardening company. I need to see a if a friend of mine will put in a garden for me. I think I could design the garden and he could put it in. I could hire more people and grow into a gardening business.I want a nice garden with bird houses and fish ponds. This may be a way for me to get it. Who Knows? Maybe I can make some money.Jasmine wants a laptop and I think Lilly said

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I am trying not to think about stuff. These kids are making me crazy, and I am thinking about my exs. I need to get out of the house.Lilly has been acting up. She does what she wants to do. She trys to do the opisite of what I tell her. I disaproved of what she was wearing so she said " Don't worry about me, I'm in charge of me. "" Since when? "I eventually accepted what she ended up wearing

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On The WallI wanted it to be overThen I saw it written on the wall.Pain is when you lose somethingSomething you did not want at allHaunted by colored paperMemories of what should beA laughing smiling imageNever forgets to torment meI hear it talking on the phoneWhispered echoes in every callI see it in a children’s eyeI see it on the wall When it rains it hurtsAnd when there is not a cloud in the

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I am now a twtterer and im not refering to the annoying spasms I occasionly get in my legs. I'm talking about twitter the new social networking site. Members just leave short messages about what they are doing.I'll make a link in my links section. Check it out. I am crazilynsane.

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I can't get my pictures from my camera into my computer. Pictures might help me make my blog more interesting to look at. I am going crazy!So what else is new?Not much. That's why I have chosen the handle of crazilynsane. I'm always stressed by something or other. It's part of the Joy of being me. " If it aint one thing its another. "I think stress might have been why I developed MS. I bring it

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I was going to erase my blog and start over but I thoaght I could print out a copy of what I have already typed and then start over. I still can but I thought about it and that seems to me like a waste of paper. I could save my work on a hard drive or somthing. I could also keep what I have and just make changes. That last idea seems like the easiest thing to do so that looks like what I'll

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I have been toying with the idea of stopping my blog. I never have the energy or the motivation to work on it. I have a lot I want to say but I never get it all put down on my blog.My blog has become a random mix of my complaints, my opinions, and descriptions of things that happen in my life at any particular time.What's wrong with that you may ask.Nothing. Except I do feel a need to be more

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I'm listening to ambient music again... (I like that Moby guy lol)I think I have to try to get into music again. I have ideas. I will have to get back into computer sequenced music. I think I can think of decent riffs I can stitch together with samples to make something interesting. I want to sample my self. I grew up in the Washington D.C. area so I think music I made would have a sequenced GOGO

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I figured out how to get rid of my adsence ads yesterday. I was starting to get annoyed. I wasnt geting paid. I asked for help but all I got was a no reply message that I wasn't geting enouph hits to get paid.Thats not what my adsence acount says.I either don't know how to read or they have made a mistake and owe me a 100$. The ads I had were interfering with my posts. It doesn't matter

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I saw an article about this the other day. If it's true I'll have to ask my DR. This has the potential to help me out. I hope now the ethical argument over wether or not to use embryonic cells is pointless. I will leave a link. http://findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m0876/is_91/ai_n15338777I haven't been doing much, just chating online.

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I have been outed. My secret is out in the open. I feel like a deceiver, a charletan and even worse a liar. I must somehow find the stregth to continue. I think by now everybody knows... I am not really crazy!I just like to have fun. ;-D I noticed that I haven't been walking very well. I am using my chair a lot lately I am averaging 30 steps a day. I go from the chair to the bathroom back to

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I put to much personal info in my posts sometimes..." what do ya expect. I'm crazy."I had to erase some blogs from my blog list. I only wanted to erase the one that wasn't being updated. I inadvertantly erased the wrong one in the prosses. I might be able to find it. I don't knowI'm debating wether I should erase or alter a post. I gave to much information.Maybe.I do go by crazilynsane.

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My friend I chat with is wild! I gotta be me and say she got a web cam. That's as much as I'm going to say here. :-P I have been thinking about finally geting around to fixing my adsence ads for my blog. I am not geting paid so why have it at all?I went to my daughters last basketball game as a cheerleader for the year. The team got crushed. They shot them selves into a 30 point loss. They

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I seem to travel in circles. I repeat myself. Most of the time I don't think it matters much but sometimes I unknowingly change my position on a subject and I don't realize it. I don't think I do it with the major issues but I know I do it sometimes.A good example would be the drug fampridine. I heard about it a while ago. I asked my DR about it. I wrote about it in my blog and then I forgot

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Just when I have resigned myself to the idea I have MS and accepted having the disease I see somthing that makes me hope again. One of my RSS feeds discribes potentialy good news. Patients with eary onset Rapid Repeat MS have had it reversed with stem cells.I don't know if I qualify for the procedure but it is a step in the right direction. I am just trying to stay positive. I'm bringing sexy

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-87359470934269049762009-01-29T07:15:00.000-08:002009-01-29T07:29:56.371-08:00

I was reading my blog and it occured to me I need to stop with my diary. I say some wild stuff sometimes (I mean every word of it too)My last post for example. I wrote about a song. I wrote how I convinced my self that it meant somthing it couldn't have meant. I think I always did know what it meant but I chose to think of it a diffreent way. That is what I was feeling at the time.I havent

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-2866670625723580132009-01-27T02:32:00.000-08:002009-01-27T02:49:43.955-08:00

I got the Lyrics to a song wrong. When Glen Lewis said woman I thought he said a man. The part of the song that said Trust you'll find your way love should have given me a clue. It doesnt matter the song helped me through a rough patch. I was in prison. The song reminded me of my daughter. If you are curios about why I was in prison it is in my blog. Read it.DON'T YOU FORGET ITBy: Glenn Lewis

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-46670810680307889812009-01-21T16:50:00.000-08:002009-01-21T16:57:52.465-08:00

I have to cancil my trip to the U.K. Julie the woman is not feeling well. That is what I hear anyway. I sent her an Email. I hope she feels better. I'd give her a hug if I could.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-57873415719695136702009-01-14T05:31:00.000-08:002009-01-14T05:43:55.929-08:00

I'm going to see Julie. I have been chatting with her for a long time but I wasn't talking to her for a a few months because I didn't have internet access. When I did get access again I started chatting with someone diffrent. That didn't go like I expected and I'm chatting with Julie again. I am supposed to visit but I am aprehensive about the trip. 4000 miles is a long way to go to meet

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-80406339008525009652009-01-11T11:28:00.000-08:002009-01-11T11:53:34.666-08:00

I am headed for the Unighted Kingdom in a couple of weeks. A woman I met on a dating site Lives there. I will officialy be a world traveler. I have wanted to travel for a long time. I finally have my passport but I thought I was going to be stuck in the U.S. with my MS. It is good to know I can still travel. I was thinking about organizing a handicapped trip. maybe even to somewhere exotic.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-33765666131172260962008-11-30T01:36:00.000-08:002008-11-30T01:45:44.598-08:00

I admit it I like to chat. My bigest problem is I will back up everything I say and I will say a lot. I have been known to do some wild stuff for a girl. My problem has always been figuring out if they meanit or not. I can't helpp it I'll be crazy til the end.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-76663425258707975882008-11-27T05:20:00.000-08:002008-11-27T06:49:42.388-08:00

I'm still here. Still tring to figure out my next move. I am thinking about a girl. She " better recognize. " I'm not all talk. She doesn't know who shes dealing with (lol). I'm going to the U.K.Hopefully she does know.I need to make a few calls. I'll call my friend Shawn first. I wonder how his nephew is doing. I'm going to to punch him in the chest and tell him I said Happy Thaksgiving. I'm

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-57776336754093410112008-11-26T14:39:00.000-08:002008-11-26T14:49:10.893-08:00

I was talking crazy as usual. They don't call me crazilynsane for nothing.I let her know I liked her. I was depessed. Depesion is often a part of MS. I was reminded of MS when I lost my last chess game. I was really good at one time. I can't buy a game now. Is it MS?

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-27546164534279689522008-11-18T07:45:00.000-08:002008-11-18T14:13:22.708-08:00

I usually just surf the net and chat. I enjoy those things but I need more than that I need somthing meaningful to do with my time. A sense of achievement, accomplishment or of self worth. Self-actualization. I some times laugh when I hear about someone with a simple idea that makes millions. All I need is an epiphany. It shouldn't be that hard... All I have to do is think about it. Then I got it

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-6138760860149960282008-11-14T10:40:00.000-08:002008-11-14T11:07:44.771-08:00

I am on the computer a lot maybe too much. The posts I make here only acount for a small part of my time. I chat and surf the web a lot. My girlfriend L\lives more than a thousand miles away on a diffrent continent. I plan on going to see her in Febuary. We have plans.I hope I'm not just being crazy by thinking it could work. My judgement might be clouded. I am going even though I know that

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-91361437949352832742008-11-09T07:21:00.000-08:002008-11-09T08:11:25.728-08:00

" Theres just meeee ... one is a magic number... There's just meee...."Sorry I was having a Jill Scot moment. I should to write down my opinions and views. I'll call it the players manifesto. ( it's my manifesto I can callit what I want! lol)I'll have to start a new blog. I have been getting to political around here. Voicing my political AND other opinions is not what this blog is supposed

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-15291874153841369972008-11-07T06:01:00.000-08:002008-11-07T06:46:09.141-08:00

I'm about to do some much needed maintenance on my computer. I am cleaning out the registry and deleting what I don't need. I am backing every thing up twice. One copy I will keep myself and once to online storage that I will have to pay for. ( 5$ a month ) I also feel I have to defend myself for some of my views.I stand by everything I have said. If you want to argue we can do that. Bring facts

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-2180446313547953142008-11-05T13:48:00.000-08:002008-11-05T14:49:32.441-08:00

Barack Obama is President elect. He takes office in January. I din't vote for him because im a felon and because I don't agree with a lot of his politics. He is presedent elect and he has the wheel. I will try to give him his chance.A lot of people give me grief because I didn't think he was the right person for the job. The resons have to do with history.Abraham Lincoln was a Republican.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-24123423890885458922008-11-04T03:53:00.000-08:002008-11-04T04:34:09.829-08:00

The sports anouncers predicted that when the redskins win win the incumbent party wins. When the Redskins loose the incumbent party looses. we just have to wait to see if the prediction still has merit.The Redskins lost.I am conservitive by nature but I have respect for the office. I will support the president elect no matter how it turns out.Either way I win. having an Afro-american in

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-44373278223025461712008-11-03T07:42:00.000-08:002008-11-03T07:59:03.786-08:00

I am trying to fly to England. Someone I have been chatting with lives there. She is disabled too. I have no idea how we would manage, but I AM going.I haven't even had a girlfriend in 6 years. Women have always been my greatest downfall. Will I look back on this trip and add it to my already long list of mistakes? I don't think I have a choice. I will find out.All I can do is take precautions.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-44308946673033969922008-10-25T14:19:00.000-07:002008-10-25T15:10:41.947-07:00

I have been feeling tired a lot lately and I haven't been doing much. the only thing I have had to look forward to was the replay of the Hopkins/Pavlik fight. The fight did not go as I expected. Pavlik lost.... Now that I think about it it shouldn't have been so surprised. Hopkins cagey and experienced pro. He has been tested and he has always passed. Except onceI thought pavlik would be able to

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-17028734196734997882008-10-12T16:47:00.000-07:002008-10-12T17:03:52.279-07:00

I am always tired. It makes it difult to accomplish any thing. I have a prescription from my DR but it doesn't really seem to help. I have just been trying to get by for a long time. I spend all of my time either watching TV or doing the minimum amount of work to get by. When I don't finish what I started.I have tried breaking jobs into smaller tasks but I need help. Hopfully I can work

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-347169284101651512008-10-09T12:11:00.000-07:002008-10-09T12:40:05.570-07:00

I have to make a new game... I beat this one already. Its easy once you learn how too use all of your weapons. The next game will be harder. I'll try to make it ms related somehow. My game doesn't even keeo score. I posted a video about the http:mymsmyway.com web site and assistive technology. I have a link available under the links section of my blog.I am going to try again to get help for

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-89941457010500477872008-10-07T18:04:00.001-07:002008-10-07T18:10:56.926-07:00

I just added a new game to my site created by me. I forgot to write my name on it. I do not read code I just found a web site that lets you do it point and click. I think its impossible to beat. prove me wrong.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-86178287866948142022008-10-07T00:25:00.000-07:002008-10-07T00:52:52.789-07:00

I just posted a new video to my blog. I hope it offer information that could be helpful. It shows some of the options that are available for people with handicaps. I need to take advantage of some of the technological advances myself.I plan on making changes to my blog, I'm not sure where to start. I never seem to get around to the doing the work part of my plan. That is the story of my life

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-39435700970805928412008-10-01T04:45:00.000-07:002008-10-01T17:42:55.768-07:00

I haven't updated my blog in awhile. I have been letting my MS get the best of me. I will be making changes to this web sit soon. I think I have gotten some of the issues I was having with adsence resolved. If you see an ad on my blog that interests you feel free to " Burn it up ." Use it as often as you want)I was just watching video on you tube. I like the freecreditreport.com videos. I

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-6766653769908930912008-09-20T06:40:00.000-07:002008-09-20T07:05:46.315-07:00

I'm having computer problems. I think I need to get a profesional look at it. I thought I knew a little about computers but I have tried everything I know how to do. The computer messed up when I was playing Yahoo chess. I was about to make a move I think would have hurt him bad. ( I think )I got my Tysabri infusion yesterday. I feel good. I might even get around to make some improvments to

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-28734261328560305332008-09-15T05:44:00.001-07:002008-09-18T00:09:35.904-07:00

I am trying to avoid stress whenever possible. It hasn't been working. I need to do a lot and putting it off just makes it worse.My video camera is broken. I haven't even started to do everything I wanted to do with it. I wanted a different one anyway. Now I have a good reason to buy a new one. I need to go to my cre8buzz blog and figure out how to erase my old videos.My Tysabri infusion is

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-22386365566922506132008-09-11T04:50:00.000-07:002008-09-11T05:32:44.806-07:00

It is hurracane season and it seams like every time it rains my DSL goes out. I want a cable modem. I can't do what I want to do. Make money.Doesn't it seam like everything always comes back to that? I was reading one of the blogs I like to visit and reading about stem cells. The first thought that enteredmy head was "Sighn me up!"Then after my initial exciyment had faded I thought how much

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-64563622556095465862008-09-08T04:39:00.000-07:002008-09-08T05:33:54.211-07:00

I survived the hurracane. It took out my internet conection. I haven't been on line for a few days. It was another reminder that I need a more dependable internet conection.I need to read my MS RSS feeds. I don't want to mis out on any thing. I think I might edit my feeds. I like all of the feeds I like but I should probably keep this site MS related. I'm not sure. MS is not all MS'ers

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-25185916927916811912008-09-03T05:50:00.000-07:002008-09-03T06:19:35.372-07:00

I have had problems logging on to the Internet. I might get a cable modem. That should help some.My other problem is my computer is getting old. I only have 40GB on my hard drive. I'm going to either get a new computer or upgrade and fix this one. I don't need the graphics to play video games. I'm going to get someone who is qualified to look at it and make suggestions. I was thinking

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-35510839260927697992008-08-25T09:19:00.000-07:002008-08-25T09:55:13.555-07:00

This is not the first time I have tried to post to my blog today. The power was cut in the middle of my first paragraph. It just proves the point I was trying to make. Everything is always broken around here. It is either broken or it doesn't work. I know I should be happy, it could be worse. If I saw the first guy to ever say that I'd ask him if he meant that and then I'd push him off a

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-15978517754584160382008-08-20T21:39:00.000-07:002008-08-20T22:53:29.368-07:00

I have finaly posted a video. I had to do it a way that I din't want to. I couldn't get my video to download onto youtube. I have it posted on my cre8buzz profile.I think I destroyed the mystery of crazilynsane. I kind of liked people not knowing everything about me. I don't really like to be pitied.I know that sounds like a contradiction becouse of everything I have written about myself here. I

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-53492052530660107152008-08-18T13:23:00.000-07:002008-08-18T13:57:45.634-07:00

I'm in Mellysford now. I have a lot to do. My computer is hooked up to the internet! I can post video now. I'll have video up on this site soon. maybe Today it depends on how I feel. I'm tired now. I just wanted to say what's up."Waz up!"

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-40419656982339669772008-08-08T08:25:00.000-07:002008-08-08T09:02:44.026-07:00

I have not been walking very well lately. I have been tired. I am going to look into a workout program. I know it might help a lot. The problem with the workout program is I can't find the energy to start. I have a lot I want to do but I procrastinate. The list of the things I want to do just keep growing.I want to:1) Add to or improve my web pages. ( myspace, cr8buzz, blogspot )2) get my work

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-22176830533191949042008-08-05T08:17:00.000-07:002008-08-05T08:47:24.195-07:00

I was talking to a freind of mine today. I hope she knows I like her. I have trouble saying what I want to sometimes.I have to call my DR. My prescription for Tysabri has run out. I have to get that refilled. I hope it will not be a problem. My Family reuniun went well. I have video that I will post as soon as I can. I would post it now but I need to install software on this computer and

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-59935752022071678652008-07-30T06:24:00.000-07:002008-07-30T10:31:54.055-07:00

I have not updated as much as i would like. I might post a video today and show off my new camera. II am in the process of moving so I have not been able to make my updates. My MS is under control. I feel fine but I have to let my docter judge how well she thinks I am doing. I could think I'm ok but I'm not. I might be the last to know. I feel almost exactly the same as I have always felt

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-2439593911196331232008-07-17T07:31:00.000-07:002008-07-17T08:36:39.826-07:00

I have been keeping this blog for awhile now. I have been trying to in increase the amount of traffic that stops through here and it has com e to my attention that Ineed to add links. I have added links to interesting sites but maybe I need more. Maybe I need to resort to porn.I was thinking about leaving a link just as a joke but I have standards. Who am I kidding I'm shameless! Just

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-11765211324333175002008-07-14T05:49:00.000-07:002008-07-14T06:38:31.579-07:00

I have been feeling depressed. My MS has been getting the better of me. At least I know what to expect. I am blaming all my problems on MS. I probably am not to far from the truth. I need DRUGS! the illegal kind. Marijuana.Sorry I slip into that way of thinking sometimes. It's like a reflex or something. I don't really need any more problems. That can definitely cause problems. I was in a

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-8686338231508541982008-07-12T04:43:00.000-07:002008-07-12T05:23:26.499-07:00

I now have a video camera so I should be posting video soon. It is a cheap camara I got from walmart, but its better than than no camera at all. Ideas are forming in my head as we speak. I even have the kids thinking. Jasmine's birthday is September 10. Hopefully we will have some fun.I still have more things I want to get. I need a memory card for the camera and a new keboard. I want a lot

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-45542580466137314062008-07-03T07:08:00.000-07:002008-07-03T07:17:29.540-07:00

I have been trying to join the cre8buzz comunity. I have been looking at everyone elses blogs and it just makes me see even more how much work I need to do to make this site betterI need to edit my blog lists and add more pictures and video. I'm working on it.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-65972999841157439652008-07-01T04:42:00.000-07:002008-07-01T05:52:31.613-07:00

I recently got a message from someone MS'er at createbuzz.com. I now have verifiable evidence that my blog has been seen. Now all I need are a few million more and I will be able to take over theWORLDi went to a MS men's group Saturday. I learned a lot and I got free stuff( free is always good ). They talked about depression and MS and about sports. The sports was interesting to me because I do

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-53636476809008142272008-06-26T03:44:00.000-07:002008-06-26T04:35:06.129-07:00

I will be in my Neurologist's office today. I have a few things I need to discuss with her. I will have to bring up how my feet got really swollen and my worsening balance. A prescription I need for a scooter. I will try to remember to say something about feprodine a new drug that seems to aide walking for people with MS. (I have no idea how to spell feprodine.)I don't really want to talk about

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-64591530633276264122008-06-24T06:37:00.000-07:002008-06-24T07:33:24.947-07:00

I am always tired because I have MS."duh."I know why but it doesn't help me deal with the hot and humid weather I have had to deal with lately. I have wanted to get some improvement to my blog but I can't find the energy. I have to type one handed as it is.I want to get a camraphone with gps so I can keep a better record of where I've been and what I have been doing. witch brings up another

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-38268119731820610522008-06-19T06:03:00.000-07:002008-06-19T07:01:40.614-07:00

I have been watching videos by lauenvparrot on you tube. It's interesting to me. She has MS like I do and she is posting videos like I want to. I guess you could say I'm jealous.I have been keeping this blog for awhile now. I think adding video is my next step. I have added video before but it was not what I really wanted to do. My camera is broken so I will have to buy a new one.Lauren said

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-28634608165385246962008-06-18T11:09:00.000-07:002008-06-18T11:38:51.402-07:00

I have just added a new blog list. If you are interested in MS info some of these blogs might be a good place to look. I'm not really a MS expert I just live with it everyday. I try to provide useful links but I know my diary is not strictly about MS. "Sue me."This site is really a personal one, but I am inviting you to share in my experiences. If you have any MS blogs you like leave me a message

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-24094440940276602192008-06-17T02:16:00.000-07:002008-06-17T03:17:16.340-07:00

I have been feeling tired and sluggish for awhile now. It has been hard for me to realize what was happening because I am always tired. Fatigue is a part of my MS. I have a new problem to go with the slight increase in my tiredness. My feet are swollen.I don't know what causes that but hopefully I can find out. My daughter Jasmine pointed it out to me. "Daddy your feet feet are swollen...ewww!"I

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-44951673869947586182008-06-12T12:29:00.000-07:002008-06-16T06:19:42.106-07:00

Ihave just added search to my blog. Feel free to make as many searches as you would like. "cha-ching"I had to do somthing to make this blog better. Hopefully a monitary incentive will give me the desire to make this a half-way decent space.I think I'll add my own video next. The kids are out of school for the summervacation. It means i have coscripts... I mean actors for my movvies.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-9995203925525818172008-06-11T07:20:00.000-07:002008-06-11T07:48:27.296-07:00

I'm not really tired now but I was yesterday. I could not move my legs. I had to lay on the floor for a few minutes before I got up and pulled myself into bed. I have been like that before but it still worries me. I know exactly what causes it. I can't take the heat. The summer time is the worst time...NOW.I blame the weather for my receent mistakes. (It's a good thing when you have

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-72626391013425522602008-05-29T07:25:00.000-07:002008-05-29T07:40:58.946-07:00

I need to make a call and get my kids signed up for kid venture. It's an activity for kids with a parent with MS. They din't want to go until their cousin went to somthing similar and rode on the " zip line." Now they want to go too. I hope it isn't to late to register.I am looking into adding search to the site. I'm trying to increase this blogs visability. it is just a diary now but I'm

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-43629130789145573642008-05-26T05:01:00.000-07:002008-05-26T05:32:27.587-07:00

I was adding a picture to my blog and I showed it to my mom. The first thing she said was " why do you want a restroom picture on your blog? "I didn't realize it was so easy to tell where I got the picture. I'm going to leave it for now. I will change it as soon as possible. Many of the people with MS are familiar with the sign anyway.Another change I want to make is to add an animation to the

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-61589993981192573962008-05-22T12:53:00.000-07:002008-05-22T13:57:00.077-07:00

I am going to make big changes. I have decided that I no longer smoke marijuana. I am going to try and get meaningful employment. I am going to try and regain some of my lost movement. I am going to try and take more of an active role in MY kids upbringing. I just don't like my current situation.The weed thing isn't going to be fun. Marijuana is illegal so that's one reason to quit. I have heard

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-71660532045397863032008-05-21T10:40:00.001-07:002008-05-21T11:27:35.941-07:00

I am updating my blog on the day I said I would for once (Mondays and Thursdays). I blame MS for my laziness. I am only joking but the depressing thing is it's probably true.I want to make improvements to this blog. I want a graphical header and posting my own videos would be nice. My pictures are all old. My links need to be edited. I should take a poll.... Why does mylife suck? (just

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I have just been playing chess. I was pretty good but I can't seem to win. I fall for tricks I shouldn't. it makes me mad. I am having a bad day.I did have some good news. I have been given a list of resourses that might help with my dis ability. Chow.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-3405361524914656852008-05-17T04:02:00.001-07:002008-05-17T05:06:28.316-07:00

I try to do what I can but it's not always enough. I haven't kept this blog up to date like I have wanted to. I still need to add a graphical header and edit my links list. I don't really go to a lot of those sites anymore. cardomain.com for example. I wanted to fix up my car and post pictures of it there. I had a 96 Nissan 240sx. It wasn't just going to look fast. The car that came stock

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-77706837023277837862008-05-14T06:41:00.000-07:002008-05-14T07:07:14.023-07:00

I need more information. There is a group that lends money to people with MS so they can buy scooters and make their houses handicapped accessible. I'm going to look into it. I'll keep this web site posted with my progress. I don't read much theese days but I am going to go see if I can catch up on some of the magazine article I have wanted to read. I don't have good eye sight so I don't

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-24043217923911498322008-05-06T11:17:00.000-07:002008-05-06T12:03:12.499-07:00

I'm not talking about illegal drugs, I'm talking about medication. If you are expecting me to advocate medical marijuana I'm not going to do it. I do use the weed from time to time. I got some information that it can cause problems. I also hear it can help. I'll just smoke a lot less than I used to. I never really smoked because of MS.My MS symptoms have been bad for a week. I'm tired right now.

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-66080912899532236802008-04-24T11:03:00.000-07:002008-04-24T11:20:25.385-07:00

Im still learning how to trade using on the stock market. So far I'm up 1.6 percent since April 29. I would be up more but exon isn't where I thought it should be. I'mnot getting the return I want. I am stcking with it though. I know it's coming down eventualy. I didn't think it would be this soon. I think it can go higher. I'm going to invest more.I went to the DR today. I have to get a

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-87770217327101714382008-04-21T06:28:00.001-07:002008-04-21T07:16:22.339-07:00

Diversify... That's all I Know at this point. I'm going to invest money evenly between property, stocks, and the bank. If I take a loss in one area then I will hopefully have something to fall back on. If I make a good profit in one area I will take the profits and redistribute them so my investments are evenly diversified again.That's the plan. I have started off buying imaginary stocks with

Crazilynsanehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10418709694477975732noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9416409.post-57527804609875631542008-04-18T13:29:00.000-07:002008-04-18T13:53:20.776-07:00

I am a updown investor which means I am pretending to play the stock market. Today was a good day for the stock market but I am not really making (imaginary) money I am ahead but not as much as I want to be. My plan is to learn how to play the stock market with updown.com then to invest what little money I have and hopefully make money.Apparently I'm not ready. I have barely made a profit. I am

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